The Last Round

IV been down this road before, where I drink just a lil more.

one more shot to drown the pain.

one more shot to feel something, different then the same.

IV been here before, looking in the mirror asking my reflection what for?

I don't know how to face it but I finally see the truth, through all of the madness I was lost in ignorant youth.

if I knew it would be tragic maybe I'd know what to do.

I'm sorry if I broke your trust I'm sorry for what it cost you .

I watched my world crumble as I fell in too, a whirlwind of chaos with no path to get me through.

I hope you hear this, I just wish you knew.

if there was anything in this life I could ever redo, I'd never change a day of loving you.

I'm ok in the silence, I'm ok in the dark. it's not being alone that tears my soul apart. it's knowing that I failed and tore our world apart. something I can not replace.

I can not replace, so one more round for the chase, I'll drink away the memory's that haunt me in this place.

just one more round .

one more time.

one more reason to accept this life.

I couldn't changed it, God knows I tried.

this is last round of a burned out life.

the last round of asking my self why.

questions I can't answer, but still I know why.

did you know I loved you really, that I really did try.

stuck on the outside confused inside, I drink to ease the silence as my soul cries.

one last round, for one last time. to end the cycle and my night.

I'll see the sun I don't know why, everyday I just survive.

one more round.