The pain i created

There is no Spark in your eyes
no more light,just goodbuy
And instead of your smile
I see hate
I know i'm the reason for that

So i'm sorry
i'm really sorry
For every scar in your story
You made me feel what i tought I never could
But I break like glass-never understood

Every thought of you cuts deep
You make me feel like i'm nothing to keep
I try to Escape but i can't seem to break free
From this fairytail with no start or end

I'm falling trying to let go
Don't wanna stay, don't wanna go
I hate that I love you
I hate that I need you

A hate this feeling in my chest
My heard who doesn't wanna stop to beat like this

I want you to tell me
that you still love me
and you don't wanna choke me
with this pain i hold
and my tears which flow

Like a cloud full of rain
My soul screams through the pain
And my life is a hell dressed in flame