shake things up

[Verse 1]
I can honestly say
I've never ever felt this way.

[Verse 2]
Your words,
your actions,
and your lies

[Verse 3]
I'm getting ready
to say goodbye.

[Verse 4]
I've spent too many nights awake,
trying to understand my mistake.

[Verse 5]
Was I not enough?

[Verse 6]
Was I too much?

[Verse 7]
Or did you just forget
what you had?

[Verse 8]
And I hate that I still love you
after everything you've done.

[Verse 9]
I hate that part of me
still wishes you were the one.

[Chorus]
You really did shake things up.

[Verse 10]
Dear God,
you surely have messed me up.

[Verse 11]
And now I'm thinking
that I've had enough.

[Verse 12]
I've had enough.

[Verse 13]
I've had enough.

[Verse 14]
You took my mind.
My body.
And my love.

[Verse 15]
Everything I gave you
was never enough.

[Verse 16]
You took my trust
and you tore it apart.

[Verse 17]
Now I'm picking up the pieces
of my own damn heart.

[Verse 18]
You found me
when I was vulnerable.

[Verse 19]
And I thought
you were my safe place.

[Verse 20]
I gave you everything I had
and you still looked the other way.

[Verse 21]
I was carrying your baby,
trying to build a life with you,

[Verse 22]
while you were making choices
that you knew
would break me in two.

[Verse 23]
And now I look at you
and I don't know what I see.

[Verse 24]
Because the man I fell in love with
doesn't feel like home to me.

[Verse 25]
And I hate that I still love you.

[Verse 26]
I hate that I still care.

[Verse 27]
Because how can I feel safe
when I can't trust you there?

[Verse 28]
Maybe someday
I'll understand
why I kept holding onto your hand.

[Verse 29]
Maybe someday
this won't hurt.

[Verse 30]
Maybe I'll finally know
what I'm worth.

[Verse 31]
But tonight

[Verse 32]
I'm just tired.

[Verse 33]
Tired of being the one
who keeps getting burned.

[Verse 34]
You shook me.

[Verse 35]
You broke me.

[Verse 36]
You changed me.

[Verse 37]
You know me.

[Verse 38]
And you took the part of me
that believed love could be enough.

[Verse 39]
You took my mind.

[Verse 40]
My body.

[Verse 41]
My love.

[Verse 42]
You took everything

[Verse 43]
and I gave you my trust.

[Verse 44]
You took my heart
and tore it apart.

[Verse 45]
But maybe losing you
is how I find where I start.

[Verse 46]
So you're right.

[Chorus]
You really did shake things up.

[Verse 47]
Dear God...

[Verse 48]
you surely have messed me up.

[Verse 49]
And now I'm thinking...

[Verse 50]
I've had enough.