broken heart

Verse 1, something like: "Loving you is something that I want so bad. But every time I get close, I remember what we had." "I keep hurting, staying. But leaving tears me down. I'm somewhere between your silence and the love I thought I found." "I don't know where we stand anymore, but I still look for you in every room." "Like my heart knows the danger, but still runs straight to you." Pre-chorus, gently building: "Sometimes I feel your love will never change. Sometimes it's like poison running through my veins. I try to push it back, but it keeps coming back stronger every day." Chorus open: "I'm allergic to your love, but I still want you close." "Every time I reach for your heart, I feel the pain I know." "You're the feeling I can't escape, the wound I call home. I want you, but I can't breathe whenever I'm alone with you." Bridge, stripped down, almost spoken: "Maybe I'm not scared of loving you. Maybe I'm scared of what I'll lose. Maybe every time I say I'm done, I'm just finding another way to choose you." "I want to run, but I want you to chase me. I want to heal, but I want you to save me. I want to breathe, but your memory won't let me go." "How can I hate the thing I still need the most?" Final chorus, fuller: "I'm allergic to your love, but I still want you close." "You're the only kind of pain I never want to lose." "Every time I try to leave, my heart pulls me back again." "You're the sickness and the cure, the beginning and the end." "I'm allergic to your love, and maybe that's the truth." "I can't live without your touch, but I can't survive the truth." "I can't get close, I can't let go I'm allergic to your love." Simple, emotional, and slow enough for that ache to land.