Lyrics
The grandfather clock on your Lincoln Parkway stairs
Chimes a quarter-hour I don't have to spare.
My own blood feels thin in this expensive air,
Like it's trying to remember a forgotten prayer.
[Pre-Chorus]
And my whole damn nervous system is a poorly-drawn map
Trying to find the right way to collapse in your lap.
[Chorus]
Oh my God, I wasn't built for this much quiet,
For the gentle, humming pulse of a generational diet.
[Verse 2]
Your father's old den smells of paper and gin,
A kind of structural peace I've never settled in.
You said, "The Sub-Zero's humming, can you even hear it?"
And I thought about the coil whine of my own inherited spirit.
[Pre-Chorus]
And my whole damn nervous system is a poorly-drawn map
Trying to find the right way to collapse in your lap.
[Chorus]
Oh my God, I wasn't built for this much quiet,
For the gentle, humming pulse of a generational diet.
[Bridge]
My marrow holds the voltage of a closing factory gate,
A phantom limb that aches for being second-shift and late.
[Chorus]
Oh my God, I wasn't built for this much quiet,
For the gentle, humming pulse of a generational diet.
[Outro]
This much quiet...
So much quiet...
About Jude Beckley
Jude Beckley grew up in the shadow of Buffalo's abandoned steel mills, learning to sing from a worn-out Jeff Buckley cassette. At 22, he nearly lost his life to an overdose in the bathroom of the same rock club he'd once dreamed of playing, a moment that forced him into a raw and unglamorous sobriety. Now, five years clean, he writes cavernous, gospel-tinged rock songs on his father's old…
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