My last good bye

[Verse 1]
It’s 1:30, sitting in the parking lot,
Truck’s still running, but I’m not ready to go.
Got your last text pulled up on my phone,
Read it so many times I damn near know it by heart.
I said I’d quit thinking about you,
Guess I lied again tonight.
Got a half-empty bottle on the seat,
And that old green light from the gas station shining through the windshield.

[Chorus]
Who’s gonna drive my truck back home?
I’ve been sitting here way too long.
One more shot and I’ll be gone,
But I don’t know where I’m going.
You left, I stayed, that’s how it went,
Now I’m paying for every word I said.
If I can’t get my head right tonight,
Who’s gonna drive my truck back home?

[Verse 2]
Your jacket’s still hanging in the back seat,
I keep saying I’m gonna take it out.
Haven’t done it yet.
Guess part of me likes knowing it’s still there.
Radio keeps playing songs we used to hear,
I change the station, then turn it back.
Funny how you can miss somebody
And still know you’re better off without them.

[Chorus]
Who’s gonna drive my truck back home?
I’ve been sitting here way too long.
One more shot and I’ll be gone,
But I don’t know where I’m going.
You left, I stayed, that’s how it went,
Now I’m paying for every word I said.
If I can’t get my head right tonight,
Who’s gonna drive my truck back home?

[Outro]
Truck’s still running.
Phone’s still dead.
Your jacket’s still in the back seat.
I guess I’ll leave it there till morning.