What i want and what i know.

[Verse 1]
At night when I close my eyes
I wonder if it’s all just lies
I pretend that I’m okay
And just hope that it all goes away

[Verse 2]
I’m feeling and wondering
What I want and what I know
Just hoping that all this storming
Will slowly lay low

[Verse 3]
Chorus 1

[Chorus]
Do you want me, or am I just holding on?
One day you’re here, the next you’re gone
I don’t wanna ask you to choose me
I just need to know what you want from me

[Verse 4]
‘Cause I want you closer, but I know I should go
And I’m stuck somewhere between what I feel and what I know
If you don’t want me, just tell me and I’ll go

[Verse 5]
Verse 2

[Verse 6]
First you say I’m enough
Next day it all seems like a bluff
I just wanna know where your head’s at
By having a nice long chat

[Verse 7]
Are you my safe place to go?
Or another danger I need to let go?

[Verse 8]
Chorus 2

[Chorus]
Do you want me, or am I just holding on?
One day you’re here, the next you’re gone
I don’t wanna ask you to choose me
I just need to know what you want from me

[Verse 9]
‘Cause I want you closer, but I know I should go
And I’m stuck somewhere between what I feel and what I know
Am I someone you want, or someone you can’t let go?

[Verse 10]
Bridge

[Verse 11]
How long is this gonna take?
All the questions that keep making me break
I’m longing for your attention, your touch, your words
Hoping that you’ll understand it, without it being heard

[Verse 12]
I’m scared to lose you, even though you aren’t mine
I still feel closer when we’re together every time
I don’t wanna rush you, have as much time as you want
‘Cause I’ll be up all night waiting
‘Cause you’ve got a special place in my heart

[Verse 13]
Final Chorus

[Chorus]
Do you want me, or am I just holding on?
One day you’re here, the next you’re gone
I don’t wanna ask you to choose me
I just need to know what you want from me

[Verse 14]
‘Cause I want you closer, but I know I should go
And I’m stuck somewhere between what I feel and what I know
I just need an answer, even if it hurts to know