last decision

Verse 1 — Soft, emotional vocals]
i miss you even tho u never said it back
kinda wish u did
all of these memories were going on through my head
almost gave me a heart attack
all these memories going round and round
inside my head
even tho im sad inside
trying to get by without youuu
just hearing ur name breaks me down inside
cause all we had is gone now
ya moved on but scared it will happen again
so it’s hiding away while the pain try’s to fly away
[Verse 2 — Beat starts building]
ya it’s hard getting by
i don't even know what to say
because it’s not easy
just trying to get by
scared of the past
don’t need it again
don’t want this happening to me
one more time
it’s already hard enough
with the decision of dating you
sorry not trying to be rude
just how i feel
so don’t cry
just give me more time
and i’ll decide soon
[Verse 3 — Melodic rap, softer delivery]
i promise avery i'll pick soon
just all these thoughts on my mind
about my past
trying to fly by them
ik i like u, no duh
i think i wanna be with u
uh huh
but idk what to choose yet
ya huh
even tho i basically held ur hand at lunch
i'll do it tmr
just to see u smile
[Outro — Beat slows down, emotional vocals]
ya avery i like you
and you know that very much
maybe a hug will do
with everything going on
i just wanna see u
by my side all the time
i like you girl
no doubt about it
just taking my time
to figure things out
before i hold ur hand
and never forget about it
just a couple more days
and my decision will be made
just give me more time
and u will be mine
[End — Piano fades out]