Still gon’ get it

Now I’m chasin’ this money, tryna learn my direction

Six deep with my 6ixers, we was ridin’ through the night
Had some brothers by my side, had some demons in my sight
I was livin’ way too fast, I was barely livin’ right
Now I’m tryna heal my heart, get my daughter in my sight

I been hurt, I been scarred, but I’m still gon’ shine
Lost love, lost trust, but I’m still on my grind
If they ask me how I’m doin’, tell ‘em I’ma be fine
I done cried too many tears, now it’s money on my mind

I remember them nights, I was deep in that life
Had the money in my pocket, had the drugs on my mind
Thuggin with my 6ixers, we was young, livin’ wild
I was running from my problems, couldn’t face ’em for a while

I ain’t proud of every road that I took just to survive
Had to make it out the mud, I was fighting just for my life
Every scar on my heart got a story attached
Every loss that I took made me stronger than that

You was saying that you love me, then you left me in the rain
Now I’m putting all my feelings in a song instead of pain
I been trying to get clean from the things that held me down
Trying to turn my life around, I’m not staying on the ground

I got money on my mind, but my daughter on my heart
I’m just praying yo momma never keep us far apart
I been broken, I been bleeding, I been fighting in the dark
But I’m building something better, I’ma finish what I start

I was broke, I was lost, I was stuck in the trenches
Sellin’ just to eat, I was servin’ my sentence
Pop another pill, tryna run from depression
Now I’m chasin’ this money, tryna learn my direction

Six deep with my 6ixers, we was ridin’ through the night
Had some brothers by my side, had some demons in my sight
I was livin’ way too fast, I was barely livin’ right
Now I’m tryna heal my heart, get my daughter in my sight

I been hurt, I been scarred, but I’m still gon’ shine
Lost love, lost trust, but I’m still on my grind
If they ask me how I’m doin’, tell ‘em I’ma be fine
I done cried too many tears, now it’s money on my mind

I don’t wanna die young, I got reasons to live
Got a daughter looking up, got some love left to give
Used to chase the high, now I’m chasing my dreams
Used to hustle for the cash, now I’m building my team

I remember being broke, couldn’t sleep through the night
Now I’m plotting on a future where my people live right
All them nights I was thuggin’, all them fights, wit no losses
Now I’m counting every blessing, knowing everything it cost me

If I told you that I’m hurting, would you stay or would you go?
I done gave my heart away, now I’m scared to let it show
But I’m learning how to love me, I’ma take it nice and slow
I’m just tryna be a father she can always count on though

Still gon’ get it, still gon’ get it
Heart broke, but I’m still committed
Still gon’ get it, still gon’ get it
Lost myself, but I’m still gon’ get it

Money on my mind, daughter on my heart
Had to make it through the dark just to make it to the start
I done been through hell, but I made it this far
Now I’m tryna heal my soul while I’m reaching for the stars.