Shake Things Up

[VERSE 1]

I can honestly say
I've never ever felt this way
Your words, your actions and your lies
I'm getting ready to say goodbye

I've spent too many nights awake
Trying to understand my mistake
Was I not enough?
Was I too much?
Or did you just forget what you had?

[PRE-CHORUS]

And I hate that I still love you
After everything you've done
I hate that part of me
Still wishes you were the one

[CHORUS]

You're right
You really did shake things up
Dear God, you surely have messed me up
And now I'm thinking that I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough

You took my mind
My body and love
Everything I gave you
Was never enough

You took my trust
And you tore it apart
Now I'm picking up the pieces
Of my own damn heart

[VERSE 2]

You found me when I was vulnerable
And I thought you were my safe place
I gave you everything I had
And you still looked the other way

I was carrying your baby
Trying to build a life with you
While you were making choices
That you knew would break me in two

And now I look at you
And I don't know what I see
Because the man I fell in love with
Doesn't feel like home to me

[PRE-CHORUS]

And I hate that I still love you
I hate that I still care
Because how can I feel safe
When I can't trust you there?

[BRIDGE — QUIET]

Maybe someday I'll understand
Why I kept holding onto your hand
Maybe someday this won't hurt
Maybe I'll finally know what I'm worth

But tonight
I'm just tired
Of being the one
Who keeps getting burned

[BUILD]

You shook me
You broke me
You changed me
You know me

You took the part of me
That believed love could be enough

[FINAL CHORUS]

You're right
You really did shake things up
Dear God, you surely have messed me up
And now I'm thinking that I've had enough
I've had enough
I've had enough

You took my mind
My body and love
You took everything
And I gave you my trust

You took my heart
And you tore it apart
But maybe losing you
Is how I find where I start

[OUTRO — VERY QUIET]

You're right...

You really did shake things up

Dear God...

You surely have messed me up

And now I'm thinking...

I've had enough.