Finding My Way Home

Somewhere I lost my way.
I'm still looking for the girl
I was yesterday.

VERSE 1

I don't know what's happening inside of me,
My mind won't quiet down, won't let me breathe.
There's too much noise beneath my skin,
I don't know where the real me begins.

I'm sorry if I'm difficult to hold,
I know I can be distant, I know I turn cold.
I keep looking for a way to escape,
But every road just leads me back the same.

I'm tired of searching for what's wrong,
Tired of wondering where I belong.
My heart keeps aching, my thoughts keep racing,
Every answer leaves another question waiting.

PRE-CHORUS

I'm confused, I'm trying to understand,
But I keep slipping through my own hands.
I feel everything way too deeply,
Sometimes I wish my heart could just go quiet completely.

I'm tired of thoughts I can't explain,
Tired of carrying this weight again.
I never meant to become someone I can't recognize,
But sometimes I don't know who's behind my eyes.

CHORUS

I'm confused, I'm losing myself,
Looking for someone I used to know.
My head is crowded, my heart won't rest,
I've got so much I never said.

I say I'm fine, but I'm not okay,
I smile through things I can't explain.
And I don't know how much longer I can pretend
That I know who I am or where this will end.

VERSE 2

I am a museum of failures,
Every room remembers my mistakes.
All the dreams I held so tightly
Are the ones I couldn't make.

I think about the doors I never opened,
All the dreams I left behind.
I keep meeting all the versions
Of the girl I couldn't find.

I lost the future I imagined,
Lost the person I would be.
Now I look into the mirror
And she's a stranger back to me.

There's a little girl inside me,
Still waiting somewhere deep.
She had dreams she never told me,
Now she barely comes to sleep.

PRE-CHORUS 2

And sometimes I'm just tired of feeling low,
Tired of carrying things I don't know how to show.
Because silence doesn't ask me to explain,
And quiet doesn't make me question every pain.

Maybe I'm not angry anymore,
Maybe I'm just tired of keeping score.
Tired of counting everything I couldn't be,
Tired of asking what is wrong with me.

CHORUS

I'm confused, I'm losing myself,
Looking for someone I used to know.
My head is crowded, my heart won't rest,
I've got so much I never said.

I say I'm fine, but I'm not okay,
I smile through things I can't explain.
And I don't know how much longer I can pretend
That I know who I am or where this will end.

BRIDGE

Maybe I'm the one who built these walls,
Maybe I'm the one who made them tall.
Maybe I'm becoming who I feared,
Someone I promised I'd never be.

I spent so long running from her,
Now I see her in me.
And I don't know what hurts more—
Who I was or who I couldn't be.

There's a little girl inside me,
And I wonder if she knows
How much of her I had to lose
Just to become who I don't know.

FINAL CHORUS

I'm confused, I'm losing myself,
Looking for someone I used to know.
My head is crowded, my heart won't rest,
And I still don't know where to go.

I say I'm fine, but I'm not okay,
I've been hiding it every day.
And I don't know how much longer I can pretend
That I know who I am or where this will end.

OUTRO / FINAL HOOK

Where did I go?
Where did I go?
I look in the mirror,
But I don't know her anymore.

There's a little girl inside me,
Somewhere underneath the noise.
I can still hear her asking,
"Where did we lose our voice?"

Where did I go?
I don't know anymore.
Maybe home was never far away...
Maybe I just don't know
How to find my way home.